Life is well...ok
Jul. 8th, 2007 11:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pa0r_pleDaddy is buying the car and we're getting tomorrow, so now I can register it so I could get parking on campus. Now all I need is to pass the road test. I am a good driver, I just need to relax so I wont make stupid mistakes cause of course I'll make some mistake. It would be unnatural not to. Or so I'm told.
And now I know what day (Aug. 28th) I go back even if it is a little late. I'm still debating on whether I'm helping with the freshman move-in or not. I might though I feel like I'll be bored to death if we all decide to stay in the dorm that day. I might also go to West Point but we'll see about that... Not the smartest place to look for a guy because the state our country is in but who said I'm that smart. My school sucks when it comes to boys.
And now I know what day (Aug. 28th) I go back even if it is a little late. I'm still debating on whether I'm helping with the freshman move-in or not. I might though I feel like I'll be bored to death if we all decide to stay in the dorm that day. I might also go to West Point but we'll see about that... Not the smartest place to look for a guy because the state our country is in but who said I'm that smart. My school sucks when it comes to boys.
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I watched two episodes (eps: Blink; Rose) of Doctor Who a couple of days ago. OMG. I'm the biggest scaredy-cat ever. But those damn statues creeped the hell out of me. And what made it worse was that the next day we passed by not just one but 2 graveyards, with of course angel statues everywhere. Not as big but still scared me. Not as much as the hill to go down to the Levitz in Metropolitan (if that's what it's called). Now that scared the freaking crap out of me. But I did do my best to hide it; only Jocelyn noticed.
Why of all the things I lack did it have to be courage? I would gladly give up to have courage in the place of having an awful temper.
And not only that I only get scared from things that are impossible and could never ever happen. But the realistic scary things is like watching molasses being poured into a bowl. I'm such a freak. lol. But the way I see it (let's see if I could make sense) the possible things aren't scary because you can see them coming; it's either happened before or it's not completely out of the ordinary (if you could call it that). Some people are bad and they're going to do horrible things; it's a way of life. The impossible things though are worse; because you don't if it's coming or not. It could happen or it's not real & I'm crazy. Either way it still scares the crap out of me.
Why of all the things I lack did it have to be courage? I would gladly give up to have courage in the place of having an awful temper.
And not only that I only get scared from things that are impossible and could never ever happen. But the realistic scary things is like watching molasses being poured into a bowl. I'm such a freak. lol. But the way I see it (let's see if I could make sense) the possible things aren't scary because you can see them coming; it's either happened before or it's not completely out of the ordinary (if you could call it that). Some people are bad and they're going to do horrible things; it's a way of life. The impossible things though are worse; because you don't if it's coming or not. It could happen or it's not real & I'm crazy. Either way it still scares the crap out of me.
